I thought I would be able to compare my first lesbian experience, my first night with Nina, with the first time I lost my virginity to a man. However the two were as different as chalk and cheese, and this night with Nina made sure I would never be hetero again…
Chasing after Nina for so long, slowly but surely making my way into her heart, I wasn’t ready for how quickly our physical relationship moved. For me at that time I still saw sex and love as one thing. For Nina, once she I had gained her trust, her year long dry spell came to an end.
The night started off like any of the previous nights where I would visit her in her dorm. We decided to order Pizza. Nina wasn’t much of a cook, although had this adorable quirk of eating carrots like Bugs Bunny whilst cooking. It meant that she didn’t “snack” on the food she was preparing. I had come from a tough day at school and my part time waitress job and didn’t feel like cooking either.
We ate the pizza in her room watching Reservoir Dogs on her laptop. Her room is tiny. A single bed pushed to one side of the wall, about enough space to walk between the bed and the desk/shelving unit that lined across. There is a window that looks across to another dorm building and the toilet/shower room takes up the space at the far end next to the door. We are squished on her bed, sitting with our backs against the wall, her leaning on me.
We have finished our pizza and the film is drawing to a middle. Nina starts to rub her fingers in circles on my knee, and I pretend not to notice because she’s never really touched me before. Her fingers make bigger circles, and then her hand starts rubbing up and down my leg. By now I can’t pretend to watch the movie because I’ve frankly forgotten everything.
I turn towards her to say something but instead she is looking at me and I know she wants me to kiss her. Nina is submissive, but I have no idea what I’m doing. I kiss her, light pecks because I know she doesn’t like tongue in mouth. I push her back onto the bed until she is pinned under me. I kiss her face, down her neck, biting her shoulders lightly. My hands have started to move on their own, caressing her legs, moving upwards, reaching under her top and cupping her breasts. She is withering under me making cute moans. I push her top up, showing her bra. I pull her bra down and her cotton candy pink nipples are straining for attention.
First I close my mouth around one breast, suckling and licking. My hand fondles the other, pinching at the nipple, pulling and rubbing. Then I switch sides. Nina is almost thrashing about now, but I know she doesn’t want me to stop. Instead, I put two fingers into her mouth.
“Suck on them,” I command and she does so willingly.
I reach down and unbutton her jeans. Although I don’t show it, I’m nervous as hell. She however is excited, I can smell it straight away. A musky, heavy scent that is so like my own and yet so different. My hands reach inside her panties and my fingers start probing. She’s shaved, but there’s a bit of stubble. It’s cute. She’s also ridiculously wet.
I take a bit of her juice on my middle finger, then use to to lubricate her clit. Still using only my middle finger, I start to rub in tiny circles. Slowly at first, and then faster. Up and down. Round and round. I’m doing all the things I know I like to do on myself, hoping she likes it too. Her high pitched cries tell me it’s working.
She’s breathing very hard now, and so I take the plunge and slip a my finger into her. Her back arches and I know she’s close. I work my thumb on her clit as my second finger joins the first and starts a slow attack. I pick up the rhythm, move my fingers to stimulate her g-spot and as our breathing greats really heavy she gives a loud cry and bites down on my fingers in her mouth. Her back fully arches and her body shakes a bit before she collapses inwardly.
I pull her into me and we lie as spoons, watching the end credits roll on the laptop screen and listening to our breaths calming down.